someone tell me how it should be by TheGirl-WhoWaited, literature
Literature
someone tell me how it should be
Big bay windows. That was the only thing I demanded that our house have, big bay windows with white wooden frames. He didn’t deny me, he never does. When we moved in, it was the first place he showed me, a study, just for me with my windows. I wonder if he knew the reason behind me wanting them, if he would still have done it. Bay windows, its what you and I talked about when we fought, who would be sentenced to sleep by the windows. I have been coming home to the windows, so many nights like this I have braced against the smooth wooden wall, face exposed to the cold air, breathing in memories of us. You said that we had spent so much t
To all the places we should have been by TheGirl-WhoWaited, literature
Literature
To all the places we should have been
For as long as I can remember
You were the lighthouse guiding me home.
Whenever my world became too obscure,
You'd beg me to run to you.
But I would never oblige.
And now here I am
Running,
Tripping,
Falling,
Bruising my knees and elbows
Searching for a beacon to guide me.
Searching for a light I know is no longer there
Because now that I'm ready to run,
It has disappeared.
You have left.
My path is dark,
Narrow and winding,
It seems to stretch on for an eternity that I don't want.
In the same way that I didn't want you to find me.
I didn't want you to burst in and be the hero for a moment.
Cause when the moment was over,
I was left all alone
Through the looking glass by TheGirl-WhoWaited, literature
Literature
Through the looking glass
The worse thing in my life happened to me and I did not die
Don't get me wrong
I came close to it
By my own admonition
Because they lied when they said what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger
Utter bullshit
What doesn't kill you just hurts
You can stuff it into one of the many suitcases you carry around.
I'm loaded with baggage.
There is no denying it
If we're going on our first date
Bring a U-haul
It's that bad
It's not like I wouldn't take pleasure in letting them go.
Checking them onto a flight to some distant land and never board the plane
It's just that I don't know how.
How do you let go of all the hurt without let
When my time comes love, will you rescue me ? by TheGirl-WhoWaited, literature
Literature
When my time comes love, will you rescue me ?
Dear love, I have been writing of distance as though it is something that I want.
It has just happened that the worst thing that has happened to my life is the best thing to happen to my poetry.
If I could, I would willingly relinquish these words to be happy again.
Without hesitation
Without doubt.
I don't care if the only things I will ever write again is about butterflies and rainbows.
Even if it's a verse that starts with roses are red .
I know it will end with I love you and that will be enough.
Even if we're scared because we don't know where to start.
Even If we question
Will it work work
Is ir worth the risk
Is there is anything
With the wind between us by TheGirl-WhoWaited, literature
Literature
With the wind between us
When love left we were standing in a hallway just after my performance
Love was asking for a second chance even though love had decided to leave.
I wanted love to stay
But instead I walked away , I told love good bye and that I would write about this.
I told love that I would write about the broken hearted expression on her face
But I also told love that I would remember to write that she was a lying bastard who shattered me.
And then love left.
The conversations though inevitable were awkward.
Filled with distance and space between us that we couldn't bridge.
We didn't know if we could, if we should.
The embraces that we found ourselves
You've replaced the Queen by TheGirl-WhoWaited, literature
Literature
You've replaced the Queen
S: It wasn't enough for me to love you, you had to be King
N: The reasons I left hadn't a thing to do with being in love.
S: If you loved me, why'd you leave me?
N: Every story has an end.
S: This isn't my idea of a fairytale.
N: I never promised to be your knight in shining armor.
S: You've become the dragon, locking me into a tower of pain.
N: You continue to make me the monster.
S: The story of us is now a tragedy.
N: There is no us, there is she and I and there is you.
S: I am alone.
N: In a way so am I .
S: I thought you were happy.
N: I don't know what I am.
S: I miss you.
N: As do I
Together: Yet We are so alone.
N: I thought they unde
Forever and Almost Always by TheGirl-WhoWaited, literature
Literature
Forever and Almost Always
I could have sworn we had more time than this
Is this how it ends , our forever and almost always ?
I blindly believed so you could come back home
The seconds only unwind new lies.
Soon enough the fabric of us is perforated
Maybe its me ?
I guess it gets harder to trust you,
Maybe some wounds never heal,
Some betrayals are forgiven but never forgotten.
So tell me, if I believe blindly again,
Will it bring you home ?
If we exhaust our forever,
Will you pursue almost always with me ?
Cause I swear , we have more time than this.
someone tell me how it should be by TheGirl-WhoWaited, literature
Literature
someone tell me how it should be
Big bay windows. That was the only thing I demanded that our house have, big bay windows with white wooden frames. He didn’t deny me, he never does. When we moved in, it was the first place he showed me, a study, just for me with my windows. I wonder if he knew the reason behind me wanting them, if he would still have done it. Bay windows, its what you and I talked about when we fought, who would be sentenced to sleep by the windows. I have been coming home to the windows, so many nights like this I have braced against the smooth wooden wall, face exposed to the cold air, breathing in memories of us. You said that we had spent so much t
To all the places we should have been by TheGirl-WhoWaited, literature
Literature
To all the places we should have been
For as long as I can remember
You were the lighthouse guiding me home.
Whenever my world became too obscure,
You'd beg me to run to you.
But I would never oblige.
And now here I am
Running,
Tripping,
Falling,
Bruising my knees and elbows
Searching for a beacon to guide me.
Searching for a light I know is no longer there
Because now that I'm ready to run,
It has disappeared.
You have left.
My path is dark,
Narrow and winding,
It seems to stretch on for an eternity that I don't want.
In the same way that I didn't want you to find me.
I didn't want you to burst in and be the hero for a moment.
Cause when the moment was over,
I was left all alone
Through the looking glass by TheGirl-WhoWaited, literature
Literature
Through the looking glass
The worse thing in my life happened to me and I did not die
Don't get me wrong
I came close to it
By my own admonition
Because they lied when they said what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger
Utter bullshit
What doesn't kill you just hurts
You can stuff it into one of the many suitcases you carry around.
I'm loaded with baggage.
There is no denying it
If we're going on our first date
Bring a U-haul
It's that bad
It's not like I wouldn't take pleasure in letting them go.
Checking them onto a flight to some distant land and never board the plane
It's just that I don't know how.
How do you let go of all the hurt without let
When my time comes love, will you rescue me ? by TheGirl-WhoWaited, literature
Literature
When my time comes love, will you rescue me ?
Dear love, I have been writing of distance as though it is something that I want.
It has just happened that the worst thing that has happened to my life is the best thing to happen to my poetry.
If I could, I would willingly relinquish these words to be happy again.
Without hesitation
Without doubt.
I don't care if the only things I will ever write again is about butterflies and rainbows.
Even if it's a verse that starts with roses are red .
I know it will end with I love you and that will be enough.
Even if we're scared because we don't know where to start.
Even If we question
Will it work work
Is ir worth the risk
Is there is anything
With the wind between us by TheGirl-WhoWaited, literature
Literature
With the wind between us
When love left we were standing in a hallway just after my performance
Love was asking for a second chance even though love had decided to leave.
I wanted love to stay
But instead I walked away , I told love good bye and that I would write about this.
I told love that I would write about the broken hearted expression on her face
But I also told love that I would remember to write that she was a lying bastard who shattered me.
And then love left.
The conversations though inevitable were awkward.
Filled with distance and space between us that we couldn't bridge.
We didn't know if we could, if we should.
The embraces that we found ourselves
You've replaced the Queen by TheGirl-WhoWaited, literature
Literature
You've replaced the Queen
S: It wasn't enough for me to love you, you had to be King
N: The reasons I left hadn't a thing to do with being in love.
S: If you loved me, why'd you leave me?
N: Every story has an end.
S: This isn't my idea of a fairytale.
N: I never promised to be your knight in shining armor.
S: You've become the dragon, locking me into a tower of pain.
N: You continue to make me the monster.
S: The story of us is now a tragedy.
N: There is no us, there is she and I and there is you.
S: I am alone.
N: In a way so am I .
S: I thought you were happy.
N: I don't know what I am.
S: I miss you.
N: As do I
Together: Yet We are so alone.
N: I thought they unde
Forever and Almost Always by TheGirl-WhoWaited, literature
Literature
Forever and Almost Always
I could have sworn we had more time than this
Is this how it ends , our forever and almost always ?
I blindly believed so you could come back home
The seconds only unwind new lies.
Soon enough the fabric of us is perforated
Maybe its me ?
I guess it gets harder to trust you,
Maybe some wounds never heal,
Some betrayals are forgiven but never forgotten.
So tell me, if I believe blindly again,
Will it bring you home ?
If we exhaust our forever,
Will you pursue almost always with me ?
Cause I swear , we have more time than this.
I watched your apartment
with my magnetic blue eyes.
Holding red roses
in my strong arms.
Gravity anchored me
as my heartbeat
communicated with yours,
with every step,
that I took-
toward your door.
I'm from Krypton, yes
without an -S- on my chest.
I'm dressed with a ...
long cape that I've hung up
on your coat rack.
I've sensed, that, you possess,
more curiosity than
that Lois Lane from Smallville,
an that you're a spitting image
of the beautiful Karen Allen.
I see that you're in awe
and full of wonderment,
by the look on your face
and your smile, smirking.
I've come in peace to your ab
someone tell me how it should be by TheGirl-WhoWaited, literature
Literature
someone tell me how it should be
Big bay windows. That was the only thing I demanded that our house have, big bay windows with white wooden frames. He didn’t deny me, he never does. When we moved in, it was the first place he showed me, a study, just for me with my windows. I wonder if he knew the reason behind me wanting them, if he would still have done it. Bay windows, its what you and I talked about when we fought, who would be sentenced to sleep by the windows. I have been coming home to the windows, so many nights like this I have braced against the smooth wooden wall, face exposed to the cold air, breathing in memories of us. You said that we had spent so much t
I stumble often, i fall flat, when I rise, its only to fall back.
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I remember it like yesterday. I lie on this bed, in this unfamiliar room and yet it all seems the same. The bare walls feebly disguise the anguish embedded in them.
I remember laying here, as I puffed those cigarettes , taking swings from a bottle whose contents burned my throat. I remembered lying in the darkness wishing my existence would just be over while I waited on a text from you that would dispel that thought I remember hanging blankets over my windows to block the sunlight and wearing all of your favorite clothing almost daring you to do the impossible and walk in on me.
.... I remember the calls. That started off hopeful, that end